title: so it's my birthday today, finally im 17. :/
i feel older already. lols. i must be mad. haha. surprisingly, my parents didnt wish me happy birthday yet even though all of us are awake. do you think they forgot? :/ i think so leh. i mean, my father did forget it once. o.o anyway i'm glad that there's people who wish me happy birthday at midnight. :D first was jerome i think.. second was jinyi! third was boonkeong. fourth was jiingwei fifth was yanjun sixth was junyang seventh was marilyn eighth was..sorry but a no. i didn know. still thanks lo. haha. all of you all were awake pass midnight. lols!! btw those were smses. fb got alot!! :D lols. so many people awake. xD all become nocturnal liaos. lols. ------------------------------------------------------------------ i manage to post something decently happy.. actually around 2-3hrs before, i was super emo, on the verge of crying.. i bit myself to stop the tears.. i didn want to use that penknife again lols! the bite mark didn fade off until 1h++ bite too hard liaos.. never happen before. last time very fast gone liao. hmms... :/ was emoing about something stupid.. i really should learn to trust people.. i feel so shameful for suspecting something.. haiis... betrayal is a scary thing to me.. :/ ---------------------------------------------------------------- so YOU text peoples.. and lets everybody see it.. i feel afraid to tell you anything and everything.. but i guess YOU don't want to text me too.. really have that feeling that YOU don't wanna get to close to me at all.. my fault for making YOU uncomfortable bahs.. :/ argh.... frustrated.. Dx maybe i shouldn't think and care at all for now.. lols.. driving myself nuts.. when sch starts i don't think i have the time to think about all these liaos. :/ blehs!! nights!! |
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