title: as soon as im out in the open..
i get so obvious that people start noticing everything.. and they become curious to know the answer.. so they ask people around them.. isnt this like spreading a rumour.. i really hate it.. whats worse, YOU of all people, share it with them too.. where's the privacy.. if i wanted everyone to know, i could have told them too.. i feel betrayed..for some reason.. now im so afraid to show YOU what i feel.. trying to stop all these nonsense, i pierced spikes in me to keep people away.. but it hurts me so much.. it makes me feel that the only way to stop this all is to tell the answer.. so YES, I DO LIKE YOU. i dont need to clarify the name, cause the people involved should know.. they asked me then asked my friend then i suppose speculate around with each other, guessing my real intentions.. maybe it was my fault for giving them an ambiguous answer in the first place but i think any normal girl would do that too.. no girl likes to be the one who says those words first.. aish, im like talking to myself cause no one will see this anyways.. but if anyone do, thanks for taking time to read my rants. :/ good night. |
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