title: ahahaha.. what did i do yesterday.. omg..
i still cant believe it.. hahaha.. :/ on my birthday summore!! it was those 'in the moment' kind of reaction. lols. didn't think and just do/say. rawr!! don't get me wrong.. i do not regret it.. i just thought that it could have been in a way better situation.. :/ cause it was more of an interrogation than...ahh..whatever. should be contented cause at least i manage to convey it.....in a way.. >< ------------------------------------------- today was.....fun. but i was more of a watcher/outsider than in the fun. :/ i always feel like im watching instead of being in the show. lols.. i hope tomorrow...would be better.. :/ saw someone who looks like popcorn. lol!! xD she was playing the daiko drums. cute ttm!! and then got one gl looked like a girl but is a guy.. -.-ll i think he misunderstood me cause i kept staring at him and wondering his gender.. lols. got to see SP's principal. lols. he's so ordinary, i feel shocked. xD haha.. and then dmit's head teacher person is a lady. omgah. xD she congratulated those who got the ida scholarship.. :/ my course not included in the ida scholarship...rawr!! blehs.. nvms..i shall be so successful next time that they will put me in their brochure. hahhahah. talking rubbish now... :/ ---------------------------------------------- did i messed up? did i make it uncomfortable? or weird? or is it a burden? i keep thinking about all these whenever i pick up my phone.. i don't wanna make it troublesome for you.. and yet when i think that it means nothing to you.. and you can carry on life as per normal.. like nothing happened.. it's saddening really..and hurtful.. haha.. cause im nothing.. haha.. im so contradicting... i dono what i want anymore... to the author of my life: what the hell are you planning to make me experience next? personality disorder? Dx rawr!! |
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