title: horrible day... today was a lousy day...
i was super emo like crap... haiis.. first shihui didn't come....zzzz... then she didn't want to go drums too....zzz... i seriously speechless about that okay...zzz.. second, my results was bloody shit even though i admit it was better than i expected.. i got 18.... and my BEST subject i got F9.... argh....i can't take it anymore.....fucking fucking results.... i should just fucking die....i'm so screwed up....fuck... sorry for the vulgarities...haiis.... what to do....i'm dead....my mom....haiis.... thirdly, i nearly cried when i went to drums alone....haiis.... i seriously felt so odd and awkward and lonely walking around in a oh-so-packed mall... i'm so out of place...haiis.... nobody was free to eat dinner with me...haiis... at the beginning of the day, i prayed so hard that today would go well... i prayed that shihui won't oversleep, but she did.. i prayed that at least dex or jinyi can eat dinner with me, but jinyi no cca and dex...just couldn't.. i prayed that drums would go well, but i screwed up mostly.. i prayed that(some miracle maybe?) that amaths the teacher would count others, but she didn... does praying really helps? i wonder haiis.... 어떡해...질리다... |
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title: weird day. xD don't know why but early in the morning i felt so pissed off. haiis..
but i was kindda emoing in the morning, i don't know why. lols. but i'm okay now! as hyper as always!! kekeke. xD anyway, mrs mohan showed us our l1r5. it was horrible crazy. everyone dropped.. seriously. the highest was only 18 lowest 43. wtc rite? anyway i expected to get like 20++ la. seeing that my best subject(amaths) failed. i was lucky to get 18. so bloody heng, i was super shocked. lols. anyway not only me got 18, i know max got 18 too.. the other person i heard was huizhen? o.o don't know. lols. but anyway, my l1r5 dropping each year. stupid lahs. my mom is gonna like think again about sending me to poly now. wtf... i gotta buck up!! TaeYun hwaiting!! lols. p.s i decided to name myself TaeYun, haha, i found it on a 'korean baby names' website. lols. it sounded nice so i picked it. haha. hopefully none of the idol groups have this name. >.> or else im gonna change it. hahaha. xD |
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title: Free Friday okay so yesterday was a super free day.
didn't have cca, didn't have drums. yupp. so decided to go to jinyi's house to compose song. kekeke. we gonna try entering the competition. lols. in the end we only made up a small verse and bits and pieces of chorus lines. lols. the music had a small range of notes only. somehow i just can't sing to a bigger range. bleh. i shall try next time!!! must break my 3notes music!!! muahahaha!! Mi-HI hwaiting!! ^^ oh btw i also wrote a chapter of my BEAST fanfiction. xD don't know if i should post. |
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