title: and i did it yesterday. it was because i didn't felt like coming to school. then i started crying. then my mom ask me why i like that. then i just talk to her. half the time i dono what i actually told her. i just talk without thinking. then i keep crying. talked until like 12midnight then i cried myself to sleep. haiis.. i'm abit sianed of studying. i want to do something active and physical for once. i'm so sianed of sitting down and memorise formulas and concepts that i may not use next time. haiis.. pe yesterday was super shuang, cause i can move about and get physically tired instead of mentally. haiis.. today went to school with puffy eyes. and i reached school at like 7.10am.. haii.. super tired and no mood at all. and i felt cold in school. then got tat stupid total defence thingy. super sianed day.. haiis.. anyway my mom said tat if by end of this year i still don't wanna study that much. she will let me enroll in the poly course that i was so interested to go last time. lols. but she said my olevel results must be good. if not la1 dao2. haiis.. got back chi CT, i failed..terribly. lols. expected lah. i mean i know how to write the chengyu. don know meaning. how u expect me to fill in the blanks. o.o lol. need to sign summore. i tink my mom will get heart attack. haiis.. |
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